My dad died seven years before Mom but I'm not sure that I ever really felt his presence as I do hers, at least not until this last year. My son has been getting into Subarus, a favorite of my dad, and as Daniel has been acquiring and working on old Subarus, I have felt Dad watching over him and approving.
That feeling was confirmed by Candace Lord, an east mountain medium I met with recently. As we settled down for my reading, she mentioned that a man with a version of the name James and the name Fred was present. My dad's name is Jimmy Fred McClary.
She asked if he likes cars because he was telling her to tell me that I need balance, like a good car, to run well. He then talked about an unfortunate situation I was in at home. He told me that I am climbing a mountain and will be able to see the big picture when I reach the top, which should be around March.
He said I had done all I could and had to let them do it on their own (being vague to protect privacy) and when a certain someone reaches the age of 27, he will also better see the big picture. This meant so much to me. Spirit knows what we need to hear.
At some point in the reading, Candace looked directly at me and said, "You want to do what I do, don't you?"
"Yeah, I do," I replied. I want to be a spiritual medium someday.
"You can do it," she said, "In fact, you are better at it than you think." She rubbed her nose, saying that the action was her sign that this was true. She also did a quick tally of what my number is and we discovered that she and I are both 5s. I determined to look into this more later...still need to.
Dad said goodbye with what Candace saw as a row of x's and o's written in his precise, tiny handwriting. He had excellent handwriting skills. He was a computer guy, after all. Love you, miss you, Dad.
Our session time up, Candace referred me to Marya O'Malley, who can help mentor me into mediumship, and she gave me a link to a guided 10-minute positive chakra meditation. I left feeling great.
Till next time.
